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Orally · Degenerating
The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it
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To night was my second night working my feet hurt. I worked from 4pm to 11:30 pm, 7 and 1/2 hours My feet hurt, but I feel good. I finaly got to see andy today, its been like two fucking years since I've seen him in person, but I onlyu saw him for like a minute, that sucked.
But he works at subway so I might get to see him more offten then onec every 2 years And I'm talking to dJ on aim and I dont want to stop even if I'm tried, I can talk for a little longer. |
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This is so cool, I've been reading The Leaky ( http://www.livejournal.com/community/the_leaky/) for about a month or so now. They just reopened apps for only one more person, and they really wanted a girl but I'm not playing a girl so I apped for Colin Creevey for latter reference if they wanted any more male characters. and they just sent me this email: We would like to offer you the part of Colin Creevey
in the_leaky. Please respond to this email letting us
know if you are still interested, and we'll get you
all set up!
Best, LeoGryffin for the mods of the_leaky yay! so now I get to partisipate in the game! Smutty smut smut! |
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um...I'm so confused... ok, today when I got home from casheir traning (that I passed) I told Kelly I passed only missed one (I really should have missed 6 because I cheated with 3 of the other people there =)) and then I told her that we whent over our till by $10, wich means we have $10 then we are suppose to. So she started joking 'you cont count' which I thought was really funny because the night before last night on the phone she told me she was over or under ro somthing and it happens every now and then to her. Then all of a sudden shes all mad at me and puts her away message up. WHen I'm like "wtf?!" she said I was being a jerk when she was only joking then she put her AM back up. I wrote some long thing about sorry if you missunderstood me and bla bla bla (being irritatingly logical like I am) and she just now IMed me back (some hours later) and says I was saying this just like Derrick.... WTF DID I FUCKING DO! I'm so confused its not even funny. I NEVER sound/act/do/think/say anything like derrick, anyone that knows both of us can attest to that. I hope she lets calms down and at lest trys to work this out because this is some kind of big understanding. If she got all offensive because of the couting thing she could have told me insted of running away and getting mad. I dont know... I was in a very good mood untell she IMed me like that saying I was acting like derrick. (she fucking hates him) I feel really shitty right now. I as in a good mood from talking to nuvos but now I'm not going to sleep like I thought I was. derrick/justin, etc, DONT repley to this please, I'm sure anythingyou have to say is not going to help this situation in a positive way. I know you guys dont like/hate Kelly but I still want to be friends with her even if you dont.
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very, very shitty. and tired |
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stuff..I forget | |
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I am so fucking irritated its not even funny. I got a job at wnn-dixie as a casheir (even though Kelly and other people that work there are telling me I wont be doing casheir work). Yesterday was traning, the first day of three, and we had to take home a open book test (the book we filled out our self with the help of a women that cant speek english for the life of her because she has a thick black/GA accent). AT class we all had a good time, she was nice and funny, but now that I'm here trying to take this open book test, some of the shit is not there. There are questions about things, I go to the page that it was talked about and its not fucking there, its not on any of the other pages or any of the loos sheets she gave us. I"M SO FUCKING PISSED I WANT TO FUCKING CALL ED AnD JUST CUSS HIM OUT AND SHOVE ALL OF THIS PAPER DOWN HIS FUCKING MOUTH AND WATCH HIM FUCKING DIE. I'm not a very happy persion right now.
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pissed off |
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System_Of_A_Down_-_Toxicity_-_13_-_Psycho | |
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Yesterday I whent around filling out job apps and some of them hired me on the spot yay me! So now I have a fucking job, finaly. Orintation was today, and the next 4 days will be my traning. I also got my hair cut today, I like it. It was getting way to long. but now its short again ^,^ But the best part of my day!: I got a dance pad now! so now I can play me some DDR!!! woot. The best part is I did not even give them any money, I gave them 4 games I've not playd in a year and a half and I got the DDR danc pad and a mag. :D makes me happy! Kelly, if your reading this, CALL ME BACK! I CALLED YOU FRIDAY NIGHT AND LEFT A MESSAGE AND YOU ENVER CALLED ME BACK!
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happy |
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Final Fantasy - Pray - Aeris Theme Vocal (VII).mp3 | |
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I just finished watching the first of the Presidential debates; it was very interesting and informative. I have a newfound respect for bush. But it also makes me want to vote for Kerry even more. I'm looking forward to the next debates.
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thinking... | |
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As I was saying.... I finaly got to play DDR (danc danc revolution) on danc pads for the first time, it was really cool. But I started out on the new DDR Extreme, which I hear is the hardist of all the DDR games. But its cool, got to start somewhere. Its NOTHING like using the controler and its a great workout to boot. I love the song 'kick the can.' I want danc pads now, but their like $20 and I have no money for them or the game. I still need that job. I called Jeff today but our little meeting is going to be held back a week or 2 because of the hurricain and whatnot hes not ready to talk to me. Derrick wants me to get a job with him at wendeys. I'll most likely take him up on that offer. And Brian works there, I kinda miss him and it would be cool to see him again (even if it only is for the sex - or lack off?) |
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ok my power when out of like 3 days and it just came back on, the phone lines still not working right, it goes on and offso I guess they are still working on that. I"m to tired to say much right now Inaly got to play ddr on the dance pads...I'm in love! Too bad I have NO money to buy my own. anyawys I'll say more later... |
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...oh fuck me... get your mind out the gutter, thats not what I ment. |
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I dont fucking get it, at like 6 pm today from now (ten thrity) I've had 5 slices of pizza and 2 sobies and my stomic is killing me, I dont fukcing get it!. I feel sick. |
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I dont fucking get it, at like 6 pm today from now (ten thrity) I've had 5 slices of pizza and 2 sobies and my stomic is killing me, I dont fukcing get it!. I feel sick. |
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I knew this was going to happen, but it does not change the fact that it sucks (in a very unplesent way.) No one can co.sign for my student loans so I have to get a job and build up my own good credit. Now this would not bother me as much if it was not for the almost unavoidable problem that all that jobs I can get right now would have somthing to do with fliping burgers or stock (NOT the stockmarket)...son of a bitch.... I'm going to look into see if I can do some freelance work too. I"m not a profensional (yet) but I can do plenty. I know Jeff is looking for someone to somthing on his site for some extreme sports. I cant remember exactly, I'll talk to him tomarrow at the shop if its still there, if hes not I'll call him later. I knew it would come to this but I just dont want some stupid job that pays shit. I'll end up having to do like 2 jobs at once I'm sure, whatever. I want to get into Digital Media and thats what I'm doing to do, just going to take some effert (ok a shit load of effert) on my part. I'm will, and able.
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contemplative |
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radio - dont know who this is. | |
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Looks like I was wrong, I had a nice day (even though I felt and I'm sure I looked like crappy crap) I was talking to Kelly about 1pm and she said she was going to the movies and bla bla, later in the conversation I get kicked offline and right before I can get back on Mason comes into my room (I assume my step dad or sister let him in the house...) and says "hey want to go to the movies with me" I said sure, as long as your paying. We went and saw resident evil 2 (apocolypisjdfjdflkjlkdsjfklajdsfkljsadf whatever) and it was ok, but after we waited for his mom and sister to come of from their moive and we waited for like ten minutes before I spoted Kelly and Lara, so we hung with them tell they went to their moive (like another 10 minutes) and then we spend like a fucking HOUR waiting for his family...then we whent to wallmart...then acehard wear...then to his house. I had a good time, kinda stupid but no uninjoyable. well I"m home now, tired as fuck and cant see nor spell at the moment. I still feel a little like shit, but thats ok, I had a good time. I want to go to sleep though. I'm going to post on DA and BBxanithc then I'm going to bed... night.
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DDR - Afronova. | |
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I think to day is going to suck because all of a sudden I feel fat. ok let me clear this up real fast, I am fat (I'm about 235lbs or so, at 6'1ft tall, use your imageination) but I dont every feel fat (unless you make me run, then I feel fat =p) but I normaly feel good about my self and how I look and about how others see me. But right now, ew, I feel like shit, I feel fat, I feel dead, I feel asleep, surreal, and decayed, and very bored. I dont think today is going to be a good day. I want out of the house....i_i
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annoyed |
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DMX, Jadakiss, Styles, Drag-on & Eve - Ruff Ryders Anthem | |
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oh man, I whent to be so fucking early last night, and then I could not go to sleep. I felt anxus or somthing, Like I could feel my heart beating the whole time and it was unnerving...I think it had somthing to do with finaly seeing passion of the christ. At least I hope thats what it was. o,0
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annoyed |
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Incubus - warning | |
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He said no, its to much of a financal risk for them, I dont blame them. Theres other thigns going on, I might have to wait to go to college even more so then now, or maybe not fullsail at all (that would suck) |
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When I called Full Sail about changing my start date they said why? And we got talking, and they have convinced me I can still start on the 23. I'm about to go to my grandfathers house to talk about him co-signing for the loan. I hate asking people to do stuff like this. And unless I want to wait another half a year or year before I start to build up my own credit I have to have a co-signer. But its statistically proven the longer you wait the bigger the chance you wont go to school at all *cough derrick cough* so needless to say I don't want to wait. If my grandfather says no, then my mom said she is going to co-sign and I will have to wait a month or two for them to pay off a car or something and get a second moregade…I don't know what there doing really. It's something there going to do anyway because it's a lower interest rate and lower monthly payments but it will also let them co-sign for my loan. I hate this shit, I hate being poor. My moms getting all emotional because her 'baby' is all grown up and leaving for college and all the paper work we have to fill out for this school is asinine and it's confusing. I'm a little nervous about all this in general, especially asking my grandfather about this loan. I mean, when he called and said he was having second thoughts about it (because they don't know all the details, ergo why I'm going to talk to him) and said he's not sure it's a good idea I was crushed. I mean, my grandparents said they would cosign and then they say they might not after I've started all the paper work to start, I was devastated for a couple of minutes (as in I cried as if someone had died.) I don't know right now. Mom wants the phone, I have to go...
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anxious |
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Hurt - Nine Inch Nails | |
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I'm so out of it, My month as been fucked up because of the hurricains, and we still have a least one more. Oh, and btw, this is only half way done with the season. Because of this shit its postpoing my leave for fullsail for another month, THAT sucks, but I'm sure I'm not the only one with this problem. I just hope Ivan is the last one, this is just fucking wrong. Well besides that, I've finihsed with my site, I just need to upload it (ya right, its fucking huge! I need broadband to upload this bitch) and I've been working on a lot of wallpapers too. so its been a mixed month. If Ivan hits, its going RIGHT over me, Hope I have a house left. |
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